"Btw I see you have some definite acting potential. Could I ever send an audition your way to see what you could do with it?"
I can safely say this was not an email I was expecting to receive during my lifetime, but one that I wanted to receive for as long as I can remember.
For the sake of context, let's briefly rewind a decade or two.
When I was wee little tot, my older brothers and I would pull out the ol' camcorder (the big ones you had to steady on your shoulder) and make ridiculous "movies" (I use that term as loosely as possible) for hours on end.
Were they worthy of releasing to the public? Most would say absolutely not (and I'm inclined to agree with those people).
But it was during those years of boyhood shenanigans that my love for film and acting developed from a "passing craze" into an insatiable passion.
When I was a young kid, I was painfully shy. I'd blush about literally everything. I wasn't ruddy by birth, but you never would've known that had you taken one look at me back in the day.
One time, my mom insisted I go inside our local library to pay a small fine I had accrued for a tardy book return. I waited in the car for a solid half-hour before gearing up enough courage to walk inside and pay my dues. (Kudos to my mom for waiting out my stubbornness, by the way. GO MOM!)
But something changed.
Through my newfound love of filmmaking, the shyness melted away, and I gained two of my favorite gifts I've ever received in life: confidence and a sense of humor.
Throughout high school and college, I made more "movies." I took on leading roles for multiple plays and productions. I entertained people as often (and as outrageously) as I could.
I wanted to move out to LA right out of high school and shoot my shot at getting discovered and making it big in Hollywood. Starry-eyed and naive, I was so thankful for my parents who strongly encouraged me not to. I wasn't mature enough in any way, shape, or form to do so without causing severe collateral damage to my spiritual and emotional state.
Long story short, I acquiesced and attended Emmaus Bible College, and it was during those 4 years that I met my beautiful wife of (almost) 10 years.
We got married just a couple months after I graduated, and we started a new life together in the tiny village of Thomson, Illinois (and by tiny, I mean 600 people tiny).
As our family began to grow with multiple children finding their way into our hearts and home, my dreams of moving to the city of glitz and glamour began to fade. However, my love of film and storytelling never wavered and I began to heavily invest in my other passion: film scoring.
Although viewed as a highly unlikely career choice by many, composing for films seemed to me the more realistic alternative to acting in them.
So I poured my heart and soul into developing my skills as a composer and making connections in the entertainment industry. After each day of working my full-time day job, many hours were devoted to writing music, landing low-paying gigs whenever possible, sending cold emails to directors and producers, doing anything and everything to gain experience and do what I love.
Fast forward to 2020. Yes, THAT year. The year of COVID-19, when the world shut down and time stood still.
I had been in touch with talent agent and agency owner Jean Wenger of Treasure Coast Talent once or twice via email about possibly representing me as a film composer. I had heard wonderful things about her and decided it was worth a shot. She informed me that she only represented actors, but encouraged me to keep in touch.
But on May 26, 2020 at 8:11 PM, I received the email from Jean that dramatically changed the course of my life and career:
"Btw I see you have some definite acting potential. Could I ever send an audition your way to see what you could do with it?"
This was the moment I had been waiting for. 12 years after I wanted to make the move to LA to pursue my dreams of becoming an actor, I was finally being offered the opportunity to shoot my shot.
I submitted an audition and Jean signed me to Treasure Coast Talent's roster two weeks later.
Shortly thereafter, I landed my first commercial doing an Operation Christmas Child spot for one of my favorite non-profits, Samaritan's Purse. (If interested, you can watch it here.)
Since then, I've done a TV series, a short film, 2 feature films, and multiple commercials. And let me assure you (if I may be so presumptuous)...I'm just getting started. 😉
I can't thank Jean Wenger of Treasure Coast Talent enough for giving a random actor wannabe from Iowa, with practically zero experience a chance at his lifelong dream. She believed in me, she promoted me, and she actively supports and encourages me as I navigate this very up-and-down, feast-or-famine industry.
The Lord's timing is always perfect. Even when it doesn't seem like it, it is.
I am now acting and composing full-time, working from home in our little corner of the state of Iowa.
Yes, Iowa.
Seems impossible, right? Yeah, I wholeheartedly agree. And it would be impossible without the gracious provision of my Heavenly Father. He has taken care of me and my family through some very difficult circumstances, showing me just how faithful He truly is.
"Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you." Matthew 6:33
When your priorities are in line with the Lord's, anything - and I mean anything - is possible.
In light of that (and in closing)...
Keep dreaming big, my friends. The Lord gave you the interests, skills, and passions you possess for a very specific purpose. It may be years down the road, but please trust that that purpose will be revealed in His perfect timing.
Until then, work hard and stay faithful.
What you're doing NOW is just as important as what you hope to do in the future.